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After seven years, Igor Jurić, the father of the brutally murdered Tijana, recounted what is written in the minutes with the statements of the murderer of his daughter.
Tijana Jurić was kidnapped and killed on the night of July 25-26, 2014 near Bajmok.
She was last seen 25 minutes after midnight, not far from the “Rata” sports center in Bajmok, while her body was found 12 days later, on August 7, in an abandoned landfill in the settlement of Čonoplja.
What was the most difficult for Igor, how he felt at the crime scene, what was he thinking about and what his message revealed in this confession.
“I gathered my courage and really wanted to go to the place where Tijana was killed, and we were there, I cried a lot and it was very difficult for me, but somehow I see my only victory there, that you really have to do it.” Face the pain. You have to face the problem, you have to face the sadness, just to get over it.
We are every night, that is. I personally went every night, I left the house and at night I visited the empty houses and cabins, which were in the area, in the same place where she disappeared. But the most difficult and painful moment in all of history, from the moment she disappeared, to the knowledge that she was murdered, and even a little later, was the moment when I received the record of the interrogation of the man who killed Tijana. “said Igor Jurić.
The prosecutor asked him if it was necessary for him to read it.
“I really thought that as a father I had an obligation that I had to know, I knew how Tijana was born, how she grew up, somehow as a father I thought I had an obligation to know how she suffered. And that moment, when they gave me a room in the Court of First Instance in Subotica, they gave me a glass of water and they gave me the minutes of the hearing, and then in the statements of Tijana’s murderer, I came to some information and some of Tijana’s words that I recognized, where I saw that kindness of hers even in the last moments of her life, the way she spoke to the murderer, what she said to him in those moments. “
Juric continued with the haunting story:
“He described it very vividly, I was falling apart, and that’s what I dreamed of dozens of times, those details of those minutes, and I was really sneezing there, because she called me in those minutes, she was looking for my help, and that’s what haunts me even today and will haunt me as long as I’m alive and I was very angry with myself.
Which is usually a problem for me, if it can be called that, Tijana never came to me in a dream, so from the moment everything happened I never dreamed of Tijana and somehow I always hoped that she would come and give me one. sign. Now, people interpret it differently, even psychologists, and even priests, I have talked to many about this phenomenon, and they all have their own opinion. However, since she didn’t give me that kind of message, I really think a lot about what she would like, what she wouldn’t like, some things that it even seems like I’m doing, now it might seem ugly, maybe in the future. at the expense of part of her will, as she was an extremely modest child. “
Igor Jurić says his daughter was never attracted to popularity of any kind.
“I am sure that now what is happening, that it is recognized and that much is written about it, since it bears the name of an organization that is recognized in the country, it may bother you, but again on the other hand I also know, considering what kind of a girl she was to be so proud to be able to be today, and to be a witness to that, and I’m sure she is a witness, how today he still helps other kids in some way, so it’s some dialogues and some internal struggles with himself and with it, that some things can be overcome, for the sake of a higher interest.
The meaning of that phrase, that stayed in my head, and that she told me, at a time when it was very difficult for me, and when I remember that moment, it is actually the most difficult moment of my life today, because the simple reason that what is the association of how a child helped you when it was difficult for you, because she came to me then I was in a difficult life situation, and she said: ‘Don’t worry daddy, it will be good and just stay well, healthy and stay with us and everything will be fine. “
Igor’s words are Tijana’s guide.
“Those words of yours are somehow the guiding principle today, that regardless of the many evils that we face, regardless of the many problems, regardless of the different reactions of people, citizens who are often negative for me personally and for the organization itself, she always says the phrase: ‘Don’t worry, raise your head, do the right thing and be clean before God and before yourself and then everything will be fine.’
Today I know a large number of parents and a large number of people, who look at me in the media, really perceive me as a strong person who easily carries that loss of theirs. It’s not like that, I really fight with myself at night before going to bed, every morning when you wake up, it is an encounter with yourself and with Tijana, and with a lot of sadness and pain that Tijana is no longer with us.
“And then they have a vision that because you handle your pain so well, you fight in a special way, they ask me for that kind of support. We have a lot of very good psychologists, psychotherapists who are just them on our team.” they are there to help other people, but often people need exactly my word, how I handled it and my word is like that, that no matter how difficult it is for us, life must go on and we have to find a meaning not for me Myself, I found meaning today thanks to my Tijana, I think, hearing her voice, thinking about her, in that life about those mistakes you made as a father, that’s where you really need to find meaning and try to fix everything. you can until one day you’re with her. “
Believe that sadness can be overcome.
“I really feel sincerely, I sincerely believe that it can happen, that sadness can be overcome, that pain can be overcome and that one day I will be really happy with it again, of that I am completely sure. It makes it easier for me, many people who experience similar sufferings have that problem, not believing that it could happen, I fully believe and that is why now I am increasingly facing these problems, with that pain, and finally with a possible forgiveness for the man who killed our son.
I repeat, I am not ready for that yet, but I hope the day will come and I will face it, and I will forgive the man so that maybe he is a better man, ”concluded Igor Jurić.
(Kurir.rs/Novosti)
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