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[스포츠조선 이유나 기자]”I’m not a bad person. Don’t get me wrong.”
The beautiful but short and sad life of singer and actor Sulli has been re-examined.
In ‘Docuplex-Why Was Sulli Uncomfortable?’ From MBC aired on the night of the 10th, the mother stood in front of the camera for the first time and was informed that she ended her life due to Sulli’s childhood, the casting process, the disconnected mother-daughter relationship, and the suicide afterward. of Choi Ja’s death. Tears welled up as he revealed all the moments. Looking back at Sulli’s life, stained with extreme praise and criticism, she asked the question ‘What was Sulli uncomfortable about?’
Sulli’s mother said: “When I was 7 years old, I got divorced and had to apply on the labor front. I wanted to send a school with money to send to Sulli Kindergarten. So when I went to the acting academy in Busan, the representative of He liked the academy a lot. I thought, ‘It will also eat in Seoul.’ “After about 6 months, the enrollment was almost over, and when I was trying to give up due to many expenses, Sulli shed tears and said, ‘I want to learn more.’ After a month, I was cast in the drama ‘Seo Dong- me'”. Director Lee Byung-hoon, who directed ‘Seo Dong-yo’, recalled, “Sulli acted well. She was confident and bright, and her whole face was beautiful like a princess.” Sulli, whose real name is Jinri Choi, became active under the stage name Sulli at the suggestion of a reporter during the appearance of ‘Seo Dong-yo’. Sulli’s mother said, “After seeing the article, I got a call from SM. I started living in a dorm from my childhood because I said, ‘I will raise him as a main star of SM.’
Tiffany, who was in the same agency as the late Sulli, said, “I first met Sulli while playing ‘Seo Dong-yo’. She was already a famous child star in SM.” During her lifetime, Sulli remembered that moment and said, “I think I saw a lot of things to survive in order to survive.” Sulli’s mother said: “My sisters stepped on the scale and the boy who was really scolded came to live with a scale. When I graduated from elementary school, I was struggling to gain weight when suddenly I was over 172 cm tall. height”.
“At first I didn’t sign a singer contract with SM. I only had an actor contract,” said her mother, “Suddenly, as I grew older, my position as a child actress became ambiguous. ‘What is our company doing right? , so we go like an idol ‘”as a girl group. I explained the process of my debut.
My mother said, “I was happy until the dating rumors came out” and “I had a dating rumor with Choi, a 13-year-old man, but I thought he was going to misrepresent them even after seeing the photos. I called right away and said yes. Suddenly, being a 13-year-old boyfriend is a level that suddenly passes. ” The middle process of the conversation and the alcohol culture has disappeared. Since I objected, the boy was very sad and angry, Sulli asked me to pay the company payments. “And the mother and daughter were cut off,” he said.
Famous reporters said, “It was a problem that the first dating couple was Choi-ja too old. There were no comments. There was a record of bad comments that could not be said sexually.” Tiffany Girls’ Generation, a dorm room senior at SM, said: “It was a place I wanted to go on a very ordinary date, wherever I went, posts and photos were taken, but when suddenly became a hot topic, it would be very difficult. ” “Sulli must be 20 now. It all seems like she was talking about me and I felt guilty.”
My mother said: “I received a call from the company in 2016. They told me that they cut my wrist. I went to the emergency room and called so that I would not be surprised that the driver would be leaving soon. Everything was fixed. I said I would go to the hospital. , but I slipped in the bathroom and got injured. When the driver got out, he said it couldn’t be covered, “he said.” I cried at home for a week because I couldn’t even go to the hospital. At that time, Sulli broke up after three years of dating Choi.
My mother said, “I think it was my own badness. I think it was all anxious. The man I love seems to be gone. My mother is not by my side. It must have been difficult to deal with various things.” I can hear you, “he yelled.
At the time, Sulli said, “I hid behind close people and worked hard together, but there were cases where even people close to close people left, and those people were also weak people, so there would be no he was in a hurry to protect himself. I looked for help, but people grabbed me at that moment. I didn’t give it to them. So he collapsed at that moment. I have nowhere to speak. “
Then Sulli launched into controversy. A simple party with friends was expressed promiscuously, and an image of a spray whipped cream in the mouth was also obscenely expressed. Sulli confidently explained about the posting of Nobra’s photo, but the controversy continued. At the time, Sulli explained the reason for posting a photo of Nobra, saying, “I thought Bra was an accessory for me. I wanted to break the frame of prejudice.” Sulli was very interested in the rights and welfare of women. Sulli also donated 500 million won of sanitary napkins to children in difficult home environments and said, “I use cotton sanitary napkins. I think women should use good things during menstruation.”
Tiffany said, “I want to applaud Sulli’s courage for wanting to express herself and wanting to be free,” she said. “It’s okay to have someone like you. I asked the world, but the world kept saying it wasn’t.”
In an interview throughout her life, Sulli expressed her loneliness, saying, “I worked since I was young and I thought I was mature. Even if I said it was difficult, no one listened to me.”
What Mom discovered in the house Sulli left were numerous bags of medicine. The mother said: “There were too many bags of medicine in Sulli’s house. It was too much to digest. The singer’s scenario was very scary, so panic disorder and depression came.” Mom said, “How lonely I must have been. I’m sorry to hear that now.”
At the age of 25, Sulli died herself. At the time, Sulli, who was active in 2019, said she would live long, but she went to heaven.
Friends said, “Before Sulli left, she uploaded a lot of unique photos to her private account, and that’s how those photos were a hello if you think about it now.”
My mother said, “I got a phone call telling me that Sulli committed suicide. I always lived alone in that house, but the last time I said I couldn’t allow myself to go out alone. I went and said I would put out my hand and went to her house. Sulli. I touched my hands, touched my face and sat on the leg pillows for an hour, I’m sure I’ll touch my toes right now. I’m still sorry I didn’t even say my last greetings. I’m sorry. being too late. “If I go back to that time, I think this way.”
Tiffany said, “Would he have lost Sulli?” I thought of myself first rather than why I had to do that. Why couldn’t I address it earlier? I’m sorry I didn’t have a deep conversation with me. Not everyone needed help, including those who needed it. I want to thank you for spending time with joy and kindness. “
Meanwhile, Sulli, born in 1994, made her debut as a child actor at the age of 12 in 2005. In 2009, she began her singing career as a member of the group f (x), and then left with us at age 25.
