Nick Cannon He seemed to have contemplated suicide … calling 2020 the most “screwed up year I have ever witnessed,” speaking of his friend who he claimed killed himself, adding that he was in a “dark contemplation of continuing my life.” physical existence on this planet “and admiring his friend who” had the balls to do it “.
It is an alarming message, but not totally surprising. Nick has been called everywhere, apparently this week, after his anti-Semitic comments he made on a podcast, for which he apologized. Although Nick says he is trying to educate himself while meeting rabbis and others, he is now under attack for apologizing. In addition to that, Viacom fired him from ‘Wild’ n Out ‘.
Nick told his friend’s story, Ryan Bowers – a promising rapper Nick signed with his label – who was shot in his own home last year by a San Diego police officer. Nick says that Ryan was in a coma for months and Nick was by his side. Cannon says his friend struggled hard, relearning basic functions like walking.
Nick says that, on the surface, Ryan seemed to bounce back … performing again before exhausted crowds. But behind the badge, Ryan was hurt, whispering to Nick, “Everything still hurts.”
Nick says, “I can’t help but think if I wasn’t so wrapped up in my own bulls *** I could have been there for you when you finally killed yourself after several tries … F *** this place !! #CantWin # ForLosing🙏 “.
We have verified it and the medical examiner tells us that Ryan Bowers died on Saturday.
Nick said Thursday, “I hurt an entire community and it hurt to the core, I thought it couldn’t get any worse. Then I saw my own community turn against me and call me sold to apologize,” he added, “Good evening. Enjoy the Earth.”
