Alina from Kaunas, who has lost 54 kg: “We have to live happily. Is it really that important in which organism? ”| 15MAX

We meet Alina in her sewing workshop, near the center of Kaunas. It’s true that we talked to the woman about the conversation for a few weeks. Alina kept doubting. Because it is, she says, very personal.

– Alina, we are not talking for the first time, but our first conversation was about your profession: sewing. I couldn’t help but notice your personal changes either. When a woman changes like this, those around her immediately say: she is probably in love.

– No this. I never really survived because of my weight. I felt flour and beautiful. I always need an aesthetic image, and a big man can be very beautiful if he is adorned and looks beautiful.

Like a little man: if himself will tell not very pretty, so it will show. One more thing: a woman can be very beautiful, but as soon as she speaks, the beauty ends.

When a person has nothing to do in life, he clings to his appearance. I have always had activities. Get dressed and go. If you are ugly to yourself, who will see you beautiful? After all, nobody.

I myself should probably thank my mother for not talking about the weight in our family because the values ​​in the family were different. Mom was an example for me, she always took care of herself, she was smart. We do not judge people by their appearance, but by other characteristics.

So, due to my weight, I never got complex. Looking at the school photos now, it was really normal. But the children were the cruelest, so I experienced bullying at school because of my physical appearance. I defended myself, I did not complex. Here maybe a character trait?

I think my weight is inherited, it’s genes. I am like a grandmother who had thyroid problems, with weight. Exactly the same for me.

– How much did you weigh when you decided to worry about weight?

– 132.

– And your height?

– 158.

– You say you weren’t complicated with the weight. But are you committed to change?

– I always said: I don’t care. I did not care. As long as it weighed up to 120 pounds, there were no problems.

At the same time, I always said: if there are health problems, if it starts to interfere with life, then take it and do something. I just reached the limit.

– How did you feel?

– I haven’t felt any discomfort before. And my last summer was incredibly difficult. Both physical and health have deteriorated. The hormones raged. It used to be like this: the weight increases and then falls again. But last summer, it just got up and didn’t fall. Then I realized that if I did nothing, there would be problems.

– Don’t be mad, but when we talk now, I have before you a picture of you walking down the street.

– Yes, it was on Facebook.

– Okay: it’s funny.

– Yes, there were more photos of this type. Man flour. If I am like this, if I am good After all, a happy person is not kilograms. My greatest wish in life is to have inner peace. If you feel good inside, whatever you are, you are good.

But when there were tensions in my life, it probably all came together in one place. The limit came when I realized that I could no longer live like this.

– What did you do then?

– Here’s the problem. Once you have decided to change something, it is difficult because you do not know where to turn. I went to a nutritionist. I’ve been there about 10 minutes. They gave me a brochure on which foods are healthy and which are not. And that is. I was able to find that myself online.

And after all, he didn’t weigh 80 kilograms, much more. Everything in my body was out of balance. I have always been of the opinion that when you lose weight and are going to make adjustments in the diet, you need to be supervised, consulted by doctors, because only you can cause nonsense.