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But during all this time, my intentions have never been to hide, never lie, look at the basic intentions of love. Real kindness, real concern, real forgiveness. People have to watch, it is not a problem. You have to look at the origin from the beginning until today. The only two of us were in the room. They can be an encouragement to each other up to this point. “
But that day didn’t work out, did it? The day of talking to an adult?
“That day, he was determined to tell the whole truth that the young old man wanted to know. Really everything.”
Is there still something that the young old man knows?
“Yes, I have to admit that I cannot speak everything. Something that I really lied like the young old man said.”
When I leave home, is there an agreement? Was it agreed that she was somewhere else? I am here with my son
“When you are at home, right?”
Now before you mark it for 13-14 days?
“Not.”
So what do you do and can’t get back into the house?
“Get out, it should be real concert money, check, do it like that, check, accept that tick, don’t accept, just survive or escape the guilt But tick accepted from the temple date already Take your turn to say it all Really everything matters Because in life someone is as good as him. That day I did not have the opportunity to speak, sit and cry “
At that time listening to the interview Young old man, let’s use 300, 500?
“300, 500, I remember a thousand, about 3000”
This per week or per month?
“I really apologize that day. There is no time to explain When I first entered the life of a young old man At that time, the young old man did not have the same explosive job as now. Even if he has no money Eat a mouse with a little salt.
I can live in every situation, in every condition, in every first event, there are 300 some sections, sometimes 500 is a day, he goes out, he gives us because we are at home at the beginning, so I have little use. Since now there is a lot, it gives a lot. But that day there was no opportunity to explain. “
But Khun Young said you should dial 30,000 per month.
“When we were together, it was like a long time, but it didn’t really last long. Viji was 2 months old, so he was less than 2 years with the older youth. But it’s not a long period. When the older youth has a lot of work, he will give ten thousand a month. If the older young man has worked and earned a lot of money, he will give 30,000 baht since he came to this house, probably between 6 and 7 months. “
30,000 Is this raising children? Or ours?
“30,000 of ours. Take this example. The young old man gives more than 30,000. If the mobile phone is lost, the young brother will buy it for a few months after these 30,000 here. 1. Old debt of mine that still exists. he needed this salary to pay for the COVID period during which he was affected. There will be friends who will all be together and will trust me at the same time. “
All debts are caused by gambling, right?
In part, it wasn’t all about gambling at first. It comes from the regular bank deposit. The last 3 years I did not have 270,000 baht. 3 years I went to borrow to pay the bank. I did not have money. Last year I felt very needy. Ducati had to be taken. There, let it take over. The condominium fees must be released. “
Does the young old man know all about debts here?
“Liabilities here The young old man did not know everything. Because at first When I entered, I did not even speak. My intention is not for the money. At that time, Love did not want to carry our burden on all the young brothers. At that time, the young old man was not in the moment to have to carry my load. “
Can you tell me all the debts I have left?
“At first I spoke with my sister. This is a word that people ask a lot. How much debt is left? In my heart I know how much But when I thought about it yesterday, it really wasn’t. We have more debts. We probably have between 2.5 and 3 , 5 million here. Everything is clear. In mind Every feeling The problem is money. We have to solve from money issues “
Is it still your child’s gold story?
“Still, but I can’t say where to keep I’m very sorry Because at that time I kept the gold Because I have the right to keep my son’s belongings.”
And do you have any idea of wanting to sell it, as we told you young brother?
“I sold it. I did everything the older man said. The gold rat went out to sell. But when I bought it back on April 8, I went to buy gold for my children. But my locket is not for sale. That one. gold locket that has a problem Then you can ask my brother again if I sell it or not. I can only say this. “
But have people blamed us for being bad mothers?
“I can accept everything. The day I posted it on IG I received it, but for what reason I cannot explain it clearly. I do not apologize. I would like to admit all my mistakes, everything I do.”
Is it so big that you don’t want to live at all?
“It was when I left that there was no home and I didn’t have one. The boy woke up and saw no one. He was alone in the room, not going anywhere. Living with a garment Because when he came out he let me pack things But I don’t think it’s that serious. “
I also spoke with the young old man’s lawyer, who said that if I did this, will the future see children?
“I have to investigate from whom I am going to get information to be able to guess the path of the young old man. I do that, I am not against And I did not want to do anything wrong I want to go back there. The place I went back to was Viji. If that day you can not Being a wife is fine. I respect the decision of the older boy. But motherhood Let me be. “
Are there 5 things they say we have to do?
“I myself compose five things: 1. I tell the truth Accept the truth, you can do it 2. Correct and improve the wrong thing. Inverted as a new person, this is doing 3. I don’t want to cut the old wound. I should be worried about its state I mean, as if we were on a show, he asked about my pain “
Are you afraid that the younger brother will be angry?
“At first I was worried. I felt very uncomfortable because I had just left the house. Not much conscience Daytime crying Night of crying, unable to sleep, what to say, what to say I do not know the law, he will be angry. Say this for a moment, will not love. Fear that he will not love Fear that he will not forgive “
There is another clause to stop doing something illegal. Make money with an honest profession. So go pay the debt?
“Is that game? If I dial, I will admit my mistake. The tick must agree from the heart It seems that the young old man wants an apology, although I am wrong, but I am not sorry. I will not apologize Do you know why I came out? I said that did not cross my mind. Therefore, if I use the media, The young old man will stare at every word. Every feeling he would say
The young old man must understand me too. The problem that I have to solve is only heavy, there is no space to rent. There is no support from the young old man. But I did not claim. Because he was determined to be alone. And it will show the young old man that I have changed And I can also pay off my debts. “
Do you really sell gold? Where is it located?
“It was at the pawnshop at first, but now it’s all redeemed. Gold with a tick One hidden The golden children still live.”
Now what do we want to say to the young old man? About children Do you want to apologize to the younger brother through the media?
“Actually, I’ve been apologizing a lot. Which should be on the list. I know you’re watching. I’m so sorry from my heart. Apologizing is really regret. And ready to fix what you want to see This lesson teaches you that you will never do again this.
Because at least it will make her never see her son again. It could be a very bad wife. But being my mother, I raise a wiji. I only drove to give birth alone. Have compassion on your motherhood. Let me see your son’s face quickly. You can let me meet once a month. “
What do you want to say to the child?
“I want to tell you that. The mother can be a bad mother in the eyes of Viji’s father, but in motherhood. The mother took over Viji to teach Viji to teach him to dance and do everything for her all the time.
But this time it was a mistake that my mother did not want to be. I don’t want my children to be ashamed of others. There are mothers who have made the mistake of gambling, but these things should really clear up in the family. “
Young Khun said that Khun Tik is still a mother. But there is no possibility of being a wife. How do you feel?
“Well, every day He will do everything good not to be angry, to love again as before, but another deep heart, the feeling that hides The truth knows that it is impossible.”
Is there any hope that you want your family to be the same again?
“I have little hope.”
