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Gading Marten’s divorce made Gisella Anastasia change a lot. One of the changes she recognized was her closeness to God.
The story was transmitted by the woman who is familiarly called Gisel in a video on the Daniel Mananta YouTube network.
In the story, Gisel said that she was optimistic about the change in her life. He believes that God loves him, even though he knows that divorce is what he hates.
“The actual evidence that is now in my hands, is still blessed by me, it means that he still loves me. So yesterday’s prayer was instantly answered immediately. Yes, it means that I am counted (by God),” he said.
According to Gisel, the process of approaching oneself with God cannot be done instantly. According to him, the process needs consistency.
Gisel and Wijin Photo: Palevi / detikHOT
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So far, Gisel admits that she is still learning. He also said that past mistakes often haunt him.
“Also, Gempi saw Papa Ding’s YouTube. Papa Ding was very good at YouTube in slow motion, we also cried,” explained Gisella Anastasia.
“Just yesterday to Wijin, I told him, this morning Gempi tuned into YouTube Mas Ding, I’m sad. I feel guilty that you know how to separate him (with Gempi) from all kinds,” he added.
Currently, try to reveal anything to the closest people. Gisel doesn’t want to harbor those feelings only that he believes they may have a negative impact on his mental condition.
“Most of them are buried, they go crazy themselves. It’s crazier. If they take me away now, and then I need to pray. (I told Wijin) let’s pray, can I pray or not? With him, pray”, Gisel said.
Gisel admitted that divorcing Gading Marten was the wrong decision. He said there were several factors that led him to make this decision.
“In the past, (overthinking) was safe. Overthinking was at the height of what I said before, I don’t want to if I have to live 15 years and 20 years in the future like my parents. I don’t want to,” said the mother of child.
“That’s me thinking too crazy. What do you think of the next 15 years of the pitcher? You haven’t done this yet. Is that so, right? At the time I was thinking too much, so a lot of it didn’t surrender to God.” added.
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