Below, Hannah Ferrier of Deck Mediterranean speaks after he was fired for having Valium

She was accused of having drugs in her cabin on Below Deck Mediterranean, and subsequently fired on Monday’s episode.

And Hannah Ferrier broke her silence over her exit from the Bravo show, revealing that she was disappointed in how she was portrayed.

The pregnant star said, ‘I think I’m just really disappointed because I feel like I’m being painted as one kind of drug addict if anything,’ she told Decider.

In last week’s episode, she was confronted by Captain Sandy Yawn for having Valium and a weed in her closet, after bosun Malia White told her.

Malia had even taken a picture of the items she apparently found in the star’s purse.

In Monday’s episode, the drama continued, with Captain Sandy dismissing Hannah from the Wellington crew.

According to maritime laws, crew members must check medication with the captain, People reports.

Hannah said in her Decider interview that she ‘made the mistake of not deleting it’ with Captain Yawn, adding that it ‘was not something I hid’ and that it was something she always had every year.

She added, ‘It was not that I went through and I was,’ Ooh, I have this Valium. I can not let anyone see it. ‘For me, it’s just anti-anxiety medication. ‘

‘It just wasn’t a process that went through me,’ because she had it every year. ‘That was my mistake. But yes, it was definitely not something I was trying to hide. ‘

Add: ‘Of course, I would have explained the medication when I went on board. If I had known it would go that way, I probably would not have done it this season. ‘

Earlier this year, Hannah had said that this season will be her last.

The 33-year-old, who is expecting her first child with Australian friend Jay, told the outlet: ‘I think I’m just really disappointed because I feel like I’m being painted as one kind of drug addict or something. yes. Which is just so sad, because there are so many people in the world who suffer from mental illness. ‘

Add: ‘And it’s 2020. We should not make people feel any less if they take medication for mental illness. Either they feel they can not do a job, or they can not do what normal people can do. ‘

Hannah said, ‘You can see my face when she opens that bathroom door. My pants are undone. I go to the bathroom. I’m like, why would I play my medication? It would not have occurred to me to flush Valium, because I do not think I am doing anything wrong. ‘

She said: ‘It’s anti-anxiety medication. It’s like, it’s five milligrams of Valium! It was just disappointing. ‘

She called out Malia, 30, for using the term ‘drug’ when she talked about it on WWHL, where Hannah told the outlet, ‘It’s not drug. It is anti-anxiety medication. ‘

She also said the vape pen was CBD, which she also uses for anxiety.

‘When I travel, I check to see if CBD is legal in the country I am entering. So yes, I had checked that CBD was legal in Spain, and that is it. Again, I really did not think there was anything. I did not know I was doing something wrong. ‘

The drama just went through to the show last week on Watch What Happens Live with Andy Cohen.

White was on the show last night and said she had seen Ferrier Valium in the past adding that she had issues with anxiety.

“I remember the moment she asked for Valium it really struck me that those were the pills she was taking every night all season,” White said. “That then became a really serious thing for me.”

Cohen asked if this was White’s way of returning to Ferrier after they had an argument over the sleeping arrangements on the ship.

‘I already had my suitcase at that point, so, yes, it was because it was my duty. I do not want to lose my license, ‘she said. ‘It’s not legal to take Valium on a hunt without supervision, whether you have a prescription or not. Hannah knows that what she did wrong. She knows it’s against the rules. ‘

When Ferrier tweeted live from the show, she made it clear that White was going into her cabin and looking through her handbag at the medication and CBD after they had a fight, making it seem to sound backwards.

Riding: ‘That’s that prescribed Valium, CBD (which is legal in Spain), a lighter (not sure what this has to do with anything) and my passport holder … And for anyone interested, the recipe is on’ the other side of the box as shown. ‘

In another tweet, she said that all items are good to have, and said that ‘prescribed medication and legal CBD. ‘

Ferrier announced in June that the fifth season of Below Deck Mediterranean will be their last.

“I think I’m probably ready,” she told Entertainment Tonight. ‘I learned when I first started hunting in my very early 20s, you know, I would see these women who were in their late 30s, 40s sitting at a bar, angry with 20-year-olds who lived in a small cabin, and I was, “I don’t want to [that]. “‘

Below Deck Mediterranean airs Monday on Bravo at 9 p.m. ET.

Last week, Hannah took to Instagram to tell her 486K followers that she was expecting a baby girl with her beau.

The star wore a black mini dress that showed off her baby bump as she tossed out rose petals while standing against a brick wall.

“It’s a … GIRL,” she said in her title. She is due in October.

She went public with her pregnancy on June 8, and posted a photo of herself rocking her bumpy backdrop against a backdrop of green.

A few days later she wrote on her Instagram: ‘Hello guys !!! I just wanted to say a MASSIVE thank you for all the warm wishes, comments and instant messages. I am 5 months pregnant and due to the end of October and literally burst into tears bursting sporadically from happiness !!! ‘

She whispered, ‘It’s something I’ve wanted since I was a little girl and I actually feel like all my dreams come true at the same time. Thank you guys for the love and support. Below, Deck Med has been a great journey for me and I have taken so much out of it – including all of you !! Thanks again from the bottom of my heart. ‘

Her romance with Josh went public a week before her pregnancy, when she was spotted discussing him at the season five premiere of Below Deck Mediterranean.

Hannah said on the episode that she met Josh in Australia and shared that ‘this is definitely the first relationship that I actually have any longing for and potentially get married and have babies and have a family. ‘

She also said in a Bravo Insider interview: ‘He’s very private, he hates social media, so that’s definitely something I respect. It’s probably for the best. ‘

Hannah added: ‘However, I don’t think I could date anyone who was fascinated with their Instagram and took selfies and things. He’s just very low. ‘